He is BACK! and a whole lot more!

Remember my 2nd suitor? Gaaahh! He is back! :D
I was shocked and glad that he finally went on and gave me a comment.
He didn't go on for about 1 month? Or was it for 2 weeks? I don't really know but anyways, He got family problems in RL. So i probably understand it. :DDD

A Party girl? Party peeps? xDD I'm so into my party mood. :))
I had 3 parties last night which was held at Sunset. Same scene. Same people. x))
What? Im too lazy to jumble things up. x))

New Friendster Default Skin. WTF? When I went to friendster's home page i was like, "whoah! Hold up! Am i on the right website?" And sure enough, i saw the banner which says, FRIENDSTER with a smiley =). Sheesh! Why do they have to make a new friendster? A lot of people are saying that it looks like Facebook. Well, it does. Anyways, it LOOKS good. The End.

Picture Links and Fav. Song of the week. Imma change it from time to time to update my profile. Esp the Fav. song of the week. Credits to Kayle. :) Picture links, credits to: Arissa! :D ILY!

Buses and Trains.Why am I talking about this again? Oh yeaaa. because it's dancing on the dancefloor and it caught my eye. :P


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Mood: Ecstatic
POMM: "So i walked under a bus, I got hit by a train"
QOMC: "Sharp words are nothing but a great weapon if your heart feels like crumbling"
AT: American's best DANCE CREW


Legends:
POMM - Playing on my mind
QOMC: Quote of my choice
AT - Addicted to...

I quit...NOT.

I was planning on quitting. Well, I really did. I changed my status saying, "Im leaving" and blah blah blah and all those shizz. I also posted a comment on my comment section saying my cheessy and corny farewell. I was really into abandoning it but i guess, I love RP that damn much. well, yeaaaah.

Arissa. Well, She's the one who kinda encouraged me to not quit rp. Sweet girl and all those stuff. LOL! Can't believe im mentioning you again on my blog. wow. you're a big time winner! XDD. kiddin'. :P

Pearly. talked to her on RP text. she's nice and everything and have an adorable accent. we texted for a week. was that for a week? I dunno. ran out of fingers. kiddin'. :P

So Yi Jeong&Chris Volturi. oh please kill them for me. *rolls eyes*

Myxie. oh don't forget about this kiddo'. LOL! We definitely can't get enough of jake. or is it edward? charlie i suppose? XDDDD

so...I got nothing to say. again, im speechless. LOL!

Hmmm.

Where should i start? :))
alright, maybe I should start with SUITOR NUMBER 1. XP

Remember the Nathaniel Guy? The one who became 'Chris'. Yeah? Well, he's not active anymore. He rarely go on. Or even worse, NEVER! He was 'gone' for about a month or so? Well, I sorta slash him out on my list. :P He HAD the potential. Unfortunately, I don't need a man who would leave without a proper goodbye. Well, Bbye for me. X)

I also met *tapping the table* ..... I forgot. Okay, so let's just put it like this. I have new friends. Girls and Guys. Oh I forgot to write this one, someone asked me if i could be his official parent. Woah. Woah. Wait a minute. WHAT!? Yeah. And I was like, WTH? I'm so so not ready to be a parent. I gotta enjoy this very moment first. :)) Besides, I have my whole existence to wait.

So Yi Jeong. I really do hope i spelled it right. Well, He's my suitor number 2. Wait, If I already slashed chris on my list. Then, that should make So Yi Jeong the suitor number 1! Isn't it? Ow-khay! So, He's my sn2. x) Got tired typing 'suitor number blahblah'. So, yeah. Problem about this whole dating-me thingy is, he got a mate which, i would say, obsessed with him. And she's hurting. I mean, dating is fun but if someone is hurting because of this. Well, then, the date should be postpone. *scoffs* What is this? Some kind of a plane trip in which you could postpone whenever you feel like it? x)) PROBABLY. I can't actually meddle into this kind of thing. This issue is still their problem to solve. Not mine. I better leave it to them. And i better shut up now.*chuckles*

I was thinking to make a fan-fiction story. But i don't have any idea of what fiction story i should fan-fiction. Huh? ANYWAY! I have a lot of good story in my mind but it seems like i cannot put it on paper. wait, paper? slash paper, MS WORD.x). So yeah. But I will, probably. One of these days? I guess? We will see. I'll surely post it if ever I have something to write. xP

Got a friend. Named Katharina. We barely talk but I think she's a nice gal. Well, She wanted to be a Volturi Guard. Unfortunately, she can't find a good Volturi Family. Well, her fault. x) She never interact that much. But she got a nice story line on her page. Maybe, i dunno. x) I already asked BF (Lhyan Belle) if she could make it possible for Katharina to be a part of Volturi Clan.

OOC: I made a poem. Dedicated to all teenagers. Gotta post it sooner or later. IF laziness go away. HAHA!

I missed your presence.

I miss you

You appeared at the time my life was surreal.

My heart was surrounded by fears, by pain, by anger and I thought i wouldn't last.

Until you came at my darkest moment.

You came!

You came and shed a light through my shattered heart.

I felt the bliss i thought i wouldn't feel because....there's no one out there who has the courage to share the love they have.

But in just a snap, you disappeared quickly with no sign of regret.

I missed everything about you.

I missed the time we talk for hours.

I missed you.

Just you.

Just you.

Everything was different with you around.

I wonder if that would come alive.

Just like yesterday, in our own strange world…together.

Back to Rping :P

So yeah. I went back from being a bum to interacting with my old and new friends again.
I gotta say, I enjoy this month rping with them.
The sad part is, Im not rping with my best friend. She kinda get tired rping.
So, she just enjoy herself reading fanfic stories online.
I really don't know why i came back but, i just did.

Im gonna mention few people i met in RP, for the first time. At least, that's what i thought. X)

So, here goes nothing. :)

So, I met this guy. His former name is Nathaniel Archibald. Am i typing it correct? I hope so. Not really a fan of GG :]]
Anyways!
I met, no wait, Irina did.:]]
So, Irina met this oh-so-fast guy.
She thinks that he could be her mate BUT! they gotta take this whole thing slow. He said he's gonna wait even if it takes forever
But Im sorry kid, Irina doesn't believe in forever-s.
Forever sucks! and Im not gonna comment anymore 'cause Irina might kill me. ;)

Next is, Brooklyn Allyson Denali.
She's a Denali 'cause I changed her.
I don't think that she's an official Denali for some
but oh well, who cares?
As long as she have a coven, then we're cool.

3rd on the list is..well, Bella Cullen
I kind like her 'cause she's the only, aside from my bf, one i could talk to in real RP
I mean, I am starving for real RP
I guess you could say that, I really love Rping.
Yep! :) I do.

I just can't get enough of those sweet people in friendster and facebook.

I met a lot of nice people online.

I also kinda met my brother/soulmate online

I can't say MI AMOR 'cause he's diggin' w/ another girl -chuckles-

So, I think that's the recent news about Irina Denali. The original succubus. ^^

**NOTE: I changed my character's picture. It is on the top. Weird, the description's on the bottom and the subject's on top. That doesn't make any sense.

Caticlan get-away. hahahahaa

BORACAY :)

okay..so, we went to bora. yeah. yeah. big deal. it's just bora....

THAT'S WHAT I SAID BEFORE COMING TO BORA!!!

I was pretty dumbfounded! I mean, i thought it's just an ordinary beach. That they're just making a big deal out of it. White sand. I mean, Santa Fe has white sand. El nido (or something like that) as well. But I could really tell the difference. Aside from their infamous white sand, there's a lot more. I actually don't know where to start but i'll just tell you what i did in bora.

First Day :
okay, well...we didn't do anything THAT much aside from taking pictures and swimming. we EXFOLIATE. When i'm rubbing the sand on my skin..i was chanting "EXFOLIATING"!! hahaha! i think that's what you call when you rub something (e.g : sand) on your skin and everything. well, it did made our skin smoother and uhh -- smoother. xD

2nd Day (last day. awww)
we woke up at around 5:30am to go island hopping. We saw this "for sale" island. Who in the hell would buy an island? well, except if you're a multi-billionaire or something.
We also did the SNORKELING thing. Is it really snorkeling? I think it's spelled wrong. Don't you think? well, anyways..moving on. (haha)
I saw a lot of fishes! Cute little fishes! err..i actually don't know what kind of fish they are but i do know they're wonderful. xD
And of course, We took a JUMPSHOT picture and the sit-on-the-sand-and-flaunt-your-sexy-back picture. hahaha
I had so much fun!!
There's a lot of cute guys too.xD
My sister dared me that if i see anyone who's wearing a watch, i would go right in front of him and ask for the time. geeez! good thing we didn't saw anyone. (or at least my sister) xD
also, At our first night. I heard dianne (is it dianne?) saw 1 couple who's doing it THERE. and also a hooker with 3, imagine 3!!! guys. (american)

LSS (2 songs) sheesh!

IRONIC

An old man turned ninety-eight
he won the lottery and died the next day
It'[s a black fly in your chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
Isn't it ironic, don't you think?

CHORUS :

it's like rain on your wedding day
it's a free ride when you've already paid
it's a good advice that you just didn't take
and who would've thought it figures

Mr. play it safe was afraid to fly
he packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
he waited his whole damn life to take that flight
and as the plane crash down he thought
"well, isn't this nice?"
and isn't it ironic...don't you think?

[Repeat Chorus]

Well, life has a funny way to sneak up on you
when you think everything's okay and everything's going right
and life has a funny way to help you out
when you think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up in your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
it's like 10, 000 spoons when all you need was a knife
it's like meeting the man of your dreams
and then meeting his beautiful wife
and isn't it ironic...don't you think?

[Repeat Chorus]

It's super lovely...isn't it? geez. na LSS ako! xD

*she's crashing! bring a crash cart!* ring a bell? xD

GREY'S ANATOMY. okay, who doesn't hear about GA? everyone does!

Breaking News about GA (ehem)

While the media fans the flames of rumors and speculation and us fans continue to contemplate the future of Grey’s Anatomy and its cast, the folks behind the show - i.e. Shonda Rhimes & Co - are running around trying to dispell these rumors. So, for those of you that want to keep track of what’s being said officially, here’s a quick rundown for you

• Regarding the rumor that T.R. Knight (George O'Malley) might be replaced by a different actor in order to keep George alive, the official word from Shonda Rhimes on this is, “A hilarious, ridiculous rumor.” She stated this via Twitter.

• Regarding the rumor that T.R. Knight has officially been let out of his contract - It seems T.R. Knight remains contracted with the series throughout Season 6. This is backed up by ABC’s President, and also an industry source that has stated that, “Nothing at all has changed in T.R.’s status.” This of course is no guarantee of anything regarding George’s future, simply that the actor is still contracted to the show.

• ABC news is reporting that Grey’s Anatomy fans are going into a frenzy over the MerDer wedding. It seems like the wedding website and registry has been a huge success.In other words: T.R. Knight and Katherine will be back if ABC/Shonda Rhimes wishes for them to be back. And for the moment, no one wants us to know what’s going to happen with George and Izzie..

• Is he staying? Is he going?The debate goes on (and on, and on). But you can count Justin Chambers among those who don't want T.R. Knight to leave the cast of Grey's Anatomy."T.R. is an amazing actor and I want him to be there as long as I'm on there," said Chambers, who plays Dr. Alex Karev on Grey's Anatomy, to E! Online the other night at the Salvatore Ferragamo benefit for L'Aquila Earthquake victims. "He's wonderful to work with." "That's one of the great things about the show," Justin Chambers said. "All the characters have so much left to explore. From the beginning of the series, the audience followed these young interns coming into this hospital and now they're residents ... but they still have much more to learn as far as surgery, social skills and manners."For her part, former Grey's Anatomy guest star Melissa George said she's not convinced that Knight is leaving the show he's been on since its 2005 premiere.No matter what happens, she said, "He'll go on to bigger and better things."

• Below is a list of the Grey's Anatomy stars and guest stars who have submitted their names for consideration in the 2009 Prime Time Emmy Awards this fall, as well as the two episodes the series itself used in its official drama category submission.

DRAMA SERIES

• Grey's Anatomy: "Stairway to Heaven" & "Sympathy for the Devil"

LEAD ACTRESS (DRAMA)

• Grey's Anatomy (Ellen Pompeo)

SUPPORTING ACTRESS (DRAMA)

• Grey's Anatomy(Jessica Capshaw)
• Grey's Anatomy (Katherine Heigl)
• Grey's Anatomy (Chyler Leigh)
• Grey's Anatomy (Sandra Oh)
• Grey's Anatomy (Sara Ramirez)
• Grey's Anatomy (Brooke Smith)
• Grey's Anatomy (Chandra Wilson)

SUPPORTING ACTOR (DRAMA)

• Grey's Anatomy (Justin Chambers)
• Grey's Anatomy (Eric Dane)
• Grey's Anatomy (Patrick Dempsey)
• Grey's Anatomy (Kevin McKidd)
• Grey's Anatomy (T.R. Knight)
• Grey's Anatomy (James Pickens, Jr.)

• Ellen Pompeo is ready to be a mom! "She is so on top of it, and she is so excited and she is very sweet about it," Grey's Anatomy co-star Jessica Capshaw (Arizona) told Us Weekly at an event at the Byron & Tracey Salon in Beverly Hills on Thursday. "She is doing all her research." Capshaw - who had her first child, Luke, in September 2007 - says she hasn't had to give any parenting advice to her pregnant co-star. "She doesn't need any," the actress tells Us. "She is exactly the way that she should be about it, which is really excited and hopeful but at the same time really pragmatic and planning." "I think that is the best way for her to be. Ellen Pompeo, 39, announced in April that she and her music producer husband of a year and a half, Chris Ivery, are expecting their first child.T.R. Knight and Katherine Heigl will return (the two appeared to have died in the season finale). "No one knows!" Capshaw says. She adds: "[Show creator and executive producer Shonda Rhimes] is keeping it under wraps, and I think the best thing about that is she is the guardian of the gate. It's better that way. She doesn't even run the risk of it coming out because nobody knows."

SOURCE :
http://www.greysanatomyinsider.com/
http://www.greysanatomynews.com/

PS.
Season 6 would be on September! :)

Just a crappy poem.xD

short poem people! :))

Medo

I went home, drenched with people's accusation.
I shuddered in horror for they spitted lies
and beat me with their excruciating words.
I went home to run away from their piercing looks
but I found no one but darkness
that slowly enfolds my entire body.
I screamed in dread
but no one comes to save me
not even the person who told me that he would always be there.
There's a vast of terror within me
Save me! Oh, God of Gods!
Pick me up and defend me from their blazing hate!
and then...
Whispers.
I could hear whispers from afar
I caught a word…fear.

Invulnerable thoughts with you.

"I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you"

oh god! I can't get enough of this song! freakin' great! The Veronicas....YOU BOTH ROCK!
Too bad i can't sing along w/ them! They're rapping it! (i think?) or something like that!
haha! it is so fast! xD I could just sing w/ them when it's chorus. Okay, so..let's go deeper. xD

SORELLINA LOVES FRATELLO

It's been long ago since someone light up my dark room...
It's been years since someone comforted me...
I don't know what to feel and what to say...
With you i am so untouched...
With you i can overlook my hitches...
you've been there when I'm down and i can't thank you enough
but are we just friends?
We've been denying the fact that we're starting to fall for each other for weeks and days...
or is it just me again?
guessing what you're feeling?
I can't get enough of you..
The feeling of being comforted by someone like you...
it's been heaven for me..
and i can't forget how you lift me up
I can wait for you...for you to fall for me.
I can do everything for you, like you did for me.
Someday, i would tell you how crazy i am about you
It would probably be the time when I am so ready to let go of all the things i desire and nothing else matters...
I wish you would realize yourself how you love me so much
so that i could tell everybody that there's a "happily ever after" after all.
But right now..it's just a "once upon a time"

Pieces in my damn, crappy life. (MASKED)

I thought about giving you some information about my LIFE (OOC AND IC). LMAO! but it's not that interesting. ^^ it's kinda lame and all, why don't we start anyway?

KYLE
My 3rd (IC) bitch. ^^ he ditched me all alone. Okay so what?! NEXT!!!!


Mr.Gersxmanxs
haha!! He's always there when i need him. I once had this crush on him but it fades away. now? that crush thing is coming back. xDD He's also ALWAYS in this EMO thing mode. haha! like, he'll put in his stats "I would cut my wrist! i don't want to live anymore! blah blah blah". xD i could just laugh. I mean, he's a guy. I'm not saying that just because he's a guy he couldn't suicide or something. All i'm saying is, he's a guy and a guy is not a coward on its own nature. Know what i mean? Guys shouldn't run their problems. They shouldn't go out in a window. They should go out in a door. Or something like that.


MVP dude
He is my childhood crush. or something. He has this looks but not the brains. So, a no no. He's getting a lot of axe. You know what i mean. And he flunked half of his subjects but he's a damn god when he's in the basketball court. oooh!! i once watched his play and they won! yey? [laughs] They're always winners. He's an all time champion or something. But he's cool. ^^ except when it's a school matter. haha!


Gnome kiddo
LOL! why Gnome? he's as little as those cute dwarfs in his mom's garden. My other friend are always saying that we are so so cool together. I was like..duh? he is like half of my height. And i'm still blonde then! haha! My mom's evil creation. She dyed my hair blonde! but i was cute with that hair color. Maybe that's why he's in love w/ me. xDD no wait, he's in love with my blonde hair! [chuckles] I once remember...someone was bullying him back then and i went to the rescue. I was like "back off pig! or i would tell his mom that you're bulying him!" I was on the bike and they pushed me and i fall but i stood up and make a fist. [laughs] And my mouth does the work. I called them names and threaten them that if they won't get their asses off my property i would call a police and they all run 'cause of fear. xDDD it was really hilarious. He can't even fight for himself. xD


Rainsmjinx
she's my best friend and all, best friend online. xD She's one of the people whom i run to when I'm feeling a little bit sad or anything. she can keep my damn secrets...sometimes we're fighting over her damn crappy bastard ex. She can't stop thinking about him. ugh! hate her when he thinks of him. Her pop once said to her that she should be in London or something. i told her that it's really good in there and everything..but she wouldn't listen to me. She said she couldn't pass the PEP test or something like that. I told her she could pass it. Well, it's her choice not mine. I just want her to have good life. London. Hmmm....i'll go there tomorrow. haha!!


Ala-Angel Locsin
haha! he's my cousin. :P He loves Angel Locsin...or wants to be Angel Locsin. xD He's an expert in everything! haha! he knows how to curl hairs, straighten it, colored it, dyed it, pick the best dress for you as in E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G!! i love him so much! We used to bath together when were just 4 or 5 years old. haha!!! In our swimming pool. xD He's now here, curling his sister. LMAO! He puts extension on his hair and he's really really pretty todahh! xD And he's nice. ;) SUPER.

Playah-eh-eyer
She's my aunt, sister, god mother, friend, && best friend! and she's the best advicer in the whole wide world! She knows how to decide things. She's a player because she had 15+ boyfriends! She even tried to have 2 boyfriends at once. She's really the man! But...no offense, she's not that pretty. ANYWAYS.....she's prettyy. xDDD (it's not me! xD)

cristytita
she's one of my nanny and i hate her so much. SUPER. I'll hate her forever. She's really useless! And she complains A LOT as in A LOT!! She's also a flirt though she already have a husband. She is really inappropriate whether in work or as a wife. (i'm sorry, that was my opinion. So, back off)



I'll continue later. :P

Random Blog

American Idol
A certain Kris Allen won the said competition. I'm not really a HUGE fan of AI (American Idol) but i heard it on the news and thought that i should write this up. Aside from the news that Kris Allen won, I don't know what to write next. [laughs] So, i think i should proceed to the next topic.

True Blood
After The Twilight-Era, here comes the next vampire epic show. It's based on the "Sookie Stackhouse book series by Charlaine Harris. Okay, I'm not addicted to True Blood but i heard it is a great show. The people in "shreveport, LA" and "bon temps" knows that vampires exists. There's this particular girl who is inlove with a vampire (yes, like edward-bella). Her name is Sookie and the guy's name is Bill. I don't exactly know everything about True Blood so, pardon me if my review is not correct. Anyways...it's rated-18. [laughs] It has some s** scenes. So, watch on your own risks. [chuckles]

The Fast and the Furious
i have 1 word to say to this one... WOW.
I had goosebumps! The drifting is SO COOL. especially when it is a girl who is drifting.
So cool! xD

Angels&&Demons
I just watched it earlier with my sister. It has some gruesome deaths. And super cool mysteries. The venues are GREAT and very attractive. But the best part of this movie is it has twists. Of course! xD

SPOILER!!
I thought the 4th priest won't live but when he was about to give up struggling under water, the people around helped the Protagonist. And i was like "WHEW". [laughs]

Perfect couple..not.

He would always give me songs..songs that i treasured, cherished.
He would always give me his hugs and kisses.
And all those moments were just borrowed from the God of Love.

Though a thousand young men yearned for the love of the princess
Still, one outlast them all
He may not be a prince charming as he may seem..
but he will surely be a knight in shining Armour
just like in your dreams
perfect as it may seem,
but this Knight leave princess all alone..
the princess engrave in a stone her feelings..
"I will never forget you. Come back soon"


"can you be mine Irina?...Can you be mine, forever?"
"im yours."
"really? so you're picking me?"
"But I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music at the moment people dance and sing with me Were just 1 big family And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved"
(this song is "i'm yours". It's a present for him.)

He ditched me. Yeah, i know that. ^^
I didn't regret anything. :)
'cause i know that I've left a mark in his heart and that it won't vanish until the end of time.