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Hi

He said.

Hi. (I like you.)

I said. (In my mind.)

April's fool the day I actually talked to the most awesome person I've ever met. No, he's not Superman. Nor Wolverine. He's just an average guy with an extraordinary sense of humor. He ain`t like Bill Cosby nor Ellen DeGeneres. He's just someone who can really make me smile and laugh at the same time.

Despite all this, I can give my heart a hell lot of reason why I should not feel what I'm feeling right now. For starters, he's wayyyyyyy older than me. He likes "someone". Fate is really a biitch. I'm guessing Fate is a really huge man thus giving him a large amount of inertia. Moreover, when one has a huge amount of inertia, they tend to have a high capability to resist. Oh sorry, I'm missing my Physics Class. :)

But the most important reason I could ever give is that, he doesn't like me. I know it when someone is interested or they are just being friendly. He's officially, genuinely, and indisputably the latter. They always say that I'm quite the smart kid. The nerdy-girly girl with the heckos and drug-addicts and homos. But in case of "infatuation", I'm a beginner. A novice. An apprentice, perhaps. A tyro in the mid-sea of "infatuation". I just can't get how my Oxytocin Hormones always mess up in picking a guy. Because right ow, without great lamentation, I can say that oxytocin just screwed up in picking a guy I should be infatuated with.

I can try but I can't promise my damn heart that she will be okay after what I`m gonna do. The more one resist, the more they hurt. Don't they? I guess, I should just let Friction stop all the motion. But, wouldn't it create enough heat to worsen the situation? AHHH! I don't want to think anymore! I'm just gonna go with the flow and stay where I am. Because just like Newton`s First Law, an object will stay forever at rest unless an outside force interacts with it. So, if i just do nothing, nothing at all, then I can minimize the pain and save myself some energy for future use. So, Tearduck, prepare to be wasted. Because you`ll be partyin` all week together with Eyelid. Have fun flowing with your bitter salty water. :)

You + Me + superheroes = AWEZUMM dudes who can actually save one's day from fallin` apart. :)

I just save yours. <3