Fallin' In Love. :*

10 minutes.

I have to go to school within that minutes.

10 years.

I have to forget you within that years.

In front of the crowd, I might be the strong and well-spirited woman. But in front of the person who holds my heart, I am vulnerable. More than vulnerable. Fragile. A twig that can be easily stomp upon. With you, I felt like i am a somebody but when you left me, I felt like i am a nobody. A vast of darkness begins to enfold. A gust of wind around me. I began to exclude myself from what we call, Love.

For months, I hide from love. I learned to reject. But now, My mind is in its confusion state. Why am I feeling this again? The confusion of love. I want to question love's authority. It's magic that seems to be sucking the soul out of me. The dark soul within me. I didn't want it to get something from me. Something that i nurtured, fostered, took care of. I put all my hard work on it. Why does it have to get my cold heart? Then, I learned to let go. I learned to...love.

I learned to let go but i never tried to forget. I'm such a good liar. Aren't I? Don't blame me for not trying. How can I forget when all around me, all i can see is you. Our song now turns to My song. You detach yourself from that little thing that keeps me alive. Your song. Our song. My song.

Gotta change my answering machine.

Now that i'm alone 'cause it says that

"we can't come to the phone"

**NOTE: Okay. Do I still have to note this? :l It's cheesy, yet again. :))))