Friday, March 11, 2011

Sorry just won't wrap it all up.

I'm Sorry

His lie.

I Forgive You.

My lie.

You have the capability to say "sorry". To anyone. To everyone. To me. But i never felt the sincerity in your voice. The guilt in your eyes. I never saw that. I never felt it. I tried to forget the things that makes me doubt you. Your honesty. Your so-called-love. Heart-Breaking as it seems, I tried to understand everything you did. I tried to believe the lies that you've been blabbing to me. The lies which drives my mind to insanity.

But last week was enough. Phone's not ringing. My inbox that never felt your messages again. My ears that never heard your voice again. I thought that you just need space. I never thought you'll need another woman. You tried hiding it. Tried keeping it from me but your friends cares for me. Your friends that keeps on telling you that, "she is waiting". You never heard their pleas. You never heard my cry. Never saw the crystals that falls from my dark brown eyes.

I never wanted you to see me mourn. Mourning for my lost love. You never cared so why bother showing yourself at the foot of my door pleading for an apology? Was it to calm down your conscience? Do you even have a conscience? You deceived me. I entrusted you with my heart. But you failed me. You failed to hold my feeble heart.

You failed. You failed.


**NOTE: He said sorry. And I just don't have the mercy to forgive him. :l :)) EW, yet again. :))

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